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Roro. Just. Stop.

Do you know what sucks even more than not knowing what you want to do in life?

Knowing exactly what you want at this point but not being able to do anything about it, by choice or by force.

I have never been a patient person. I wanted to be seven when I was only three. I wanted to go to college when I was still studying chemistry. I wanted to find a job and go out to "the real world" when we were still working on our thesis proposal. I wanted to be successful and financially free when all I have now is barely two years of working experience and a load of credit card bills.

And now I know I what would make me happy and complete, but then again, there's the reality of the situation. Patience is a virtue.

You're right Flo. An idle mind is the devil's playground. And you always want someone to play in the sandbox with you. Even if they don't want to.


I have to stop thinking things.


I can't wait to start working. I want to be occupied. I NEED to.